Max will be six weeks old tomorrow. These past weeks have gone by in a blur, and have been mixed with emotion. I've found myself wishing he was bigger, so to remember our trip to Cannon Beach last weekend, to then wanting him to stay a newborn forever. Becoming a mother is unreal. I know people say that all the time, but it is true. It's nothing I expected, and it is nothing I can put into words. It is truly amazing!