I know, sounds harsh.
It wasn't that I didn't want to be Max's mama, I didn't want to be any ones mama. At 5:00am when I heard the monster start to stir in his bed, I rolled over and thought, "not today". Today I want to go back to bed, back to my dreams. I don't wanna get up, make breakfast, change a dirty diaper or plan a play date.
Today I want to pull the covers up over my head and fall back into blissdom.
Ever have one of those days?
Well thank god for girls day. It is exactly what I needed. A little recharge. I went over to my friends house with my sister for yummy quiche and good conversation. I even painted my nails.
After a few hours away, I came home to a sleeping monster. I couldn't wait for him to wake up so I could give him a little squeeze. And when he did awake, that's exactly what happened. One big squeeze for mama.
I sure love that lil monster! and I sure love being his mama!
|even had a little time for a spot treatment. Cute, right?|